I haven’t been putting myself in a position where anyone would respect me. And I don’t really respect myself right now so that’s probably why I don’t feel respected by anyone around me. I’ve been feeling like a joke. Like no one can take me seriously. I’m always the funny one. But if I took that away, would anyone really value my presence? There’s your long answer, anon.
I feel like a shitty fucked up person today.